Is it that hard to understand how other person's feeling?Yes maybe...i think that i have many friends around me...but only a few really know me well,and can understand me..i know that its not that easy to know one person very well..else they are really2 your bestfriends...and rite now i feel that i wanna be with them,who can support me always...is it possible?Uh..i think its hard..my parents want me to study here..which is maybe i wont find even one person that will really know me well and understand me.Yeah..im such a kind of a person who hard to get easy with other peoples..Have you ever feel such of this feeling?Angry,sad,hopeless,useless at the same time..Yes i have..Its such a bad feeling...i think i need some beach around here..so i can express my feeling there...u know what i will do..Suicide?No..life is beautiful and full of surprise..hehe..so secret.i wont tell you...Anyway..i feel that my life getting harder..but i must survive ^_^ aca..aca..FIGHTING !!