3:25 PM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Hi everyone ,who reads my Blog..Lets we look at this picture above..i took it from Deviantart..
And lets we think about it..We should be thankful that we are even here right now in front of the computer...Honestly,im not a kind of a person who very thankfull for every little things.. It seems so funny to think that I could be so depressed lately when there are even more unfortunate people out there.. Forgive me ..and now i have something to say for those people who say 'life sucks' .. I have ever said it when i feel down, sad and sometimes things are unfair and even now,i feel so depressed..coz i have to fight for next sunday my exam..im very2 afraid,stress,and even learning that make me so stress....But..Now i learn,that life is the greatest gift of all... pain, suffering, hurt, sadness,difficulty,failure is the part of our life,which is makes life come to life.. Imagine us in this person's shoes, sitting by the roadside, in the middle of the crowd, begging for money to buy food to fill an empty stomach.. Honestly, I can not imagine what it feels like to be in that situation.. All I can do is be thankful and make the best out of my life.. Life does not suck.. it is how one brings him/herself to live life.. to survive..
2 days more..i dont have much time..please bless my exam...my Success depends on your supports^______^
3:31 PM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Bener2 mau bunuh diri..haha....malem2 gini jam 00.31 >_<>
I don't care.kalo ntar sakit perut ato gimana..Oh ya..kmrn doeloe..gw nekad potong rambut sendiri...haha..untung jadinya ngga ancur2 amat..>_>.Today all of my favourites team won,Brasilia..For South Korea...its okay la...Draw...they all played so good...also Australian..they played fantastic...but its the reality..they lost..:(
im become a football fan since WC 2006 until i dont have time to learn..4 days more is my exam..im not ready yet>_< .I even still very2 lazy to learning..NO Mood...because of WC..haha...not only that...i dont know why...im so confuse and i dont know what should i learn..Just bless my exam...hopefully i can pass..AMEN
Yesterday went to mall with mom to shopping..didnt buy anything..just shopping in supermarkt..That's all
I have some picture of my food yesterday..^_^
My favourite fish...Yummy..and i took the picture...hehehehehehe
And also i made cake
Haha...how do they look?>_<
my mom taught me to made them..:D
Enough for today....i just really dont have nothing to do..so just take time to writing blog..Cyaa..
12:48 PM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Such a shi*ty day i have...i had very2 baddream..and guess what...in my dream i walked until living room..l0l...sounds crazy...i cant believe it until now..have to study ...study...and study alot...next week i have an important exam..How do u think?could i pass it?or not?im such a lazy girl...dont have mood to study..it seems impossible to pass..How can i face it later?have u any idea?and today i went online very early..just because i wanna talk to someone...but guess what..he just care for his game...he doesnt even ask anything to me...just what are u doing?damn..im such a stupid pig here...nobody to talk to...nobody to share my shi**y problem with..and i have to face it alone..i have to be patient...nobody support me..hhaa...How wonderfull my day...at this time...i believe in KARMA...before i just critized somebody..because of what he did..Now..it happens again...Enough for today...no matter how angry i am...nobody would care for it...it just spend my energy ..
5:57 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006
Is it that hard to understand how other person's feeling?Yes maybe...i think that i have many friends around me...but only a few really know me well,and can understand me..i know that its not that easy to know one person very well..else they are really2 your bestfriends...and rite now i feel that i wanna be with them,who can support me always...is it possible?Uh..i think its hard..my parents want me to study here..which is maybe i wont find even one person that will really know me well and understand me.Yeah..im such a kind of a person who hard to get easy with other peoples..Have you ever feel such of this feeling?Angry,sad,hopeless,useless at the same time..Yes i have..Its such a bad feeling...i think i need some beach around here..so i can express my feeling there...u know what i will do..Suicide?No..life is beautiful and full of surprise..hehe..so secret.i wont tell you...Anyway..i feel that my life getting harder..but i must survive ^_^ aca..aca..FIGHTING !!
12:07 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Perpisahan yang menyenangkan...uahua
Today is the end of my Vb course,came too late but i dont care..as long as i can meet them for the last time..many snacks they brought..Rosa brought tortilla with the sauce..she made the sauce by herself..at first i thought its disgusting..but after i tried..damn good..i should learn from her..haha..Yesterday i didnt come..coz i had no mood to come..so today i didnt bring anything..shame on me>_<..we talked about many things..and listening to music..my friend bring an instrument CD..Kuba music...its okay...even its not my favourite songs...its good there is something to listen..not so bored..yaa suddenly the time pass by...we have to go home..but i bring my digicam today..so i asked them to take our picture together with automatic feature ^_^"
After that went to Asian shop..as usual...bought many things then run to catch the train..Gott Sei Dank..i could catch it..the weather was so hot..but i like it anyway..i wanna show my food yesterday..i cooked it by myself ^_^
This one is Pork satay...or "sate babi"<3>
And
This one is i dont know how to called it..Its made from bone and beef meat,added chilli,white onion,and soja sauce..so spicy
What do you think?looks good eh?hmm..Btw..i feel i have to learn English again..so bad..@_@
But anyway i hope you the readers can understand a bit what i meant ^_^
1:24 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
SpringSummerFall..Winter (Feat. Taewoo Dong Wook K.C.M) MV
This is my Favourite song rite now :) i love this song ^_^
12:24 PM
My New IpoD
Maybe today is my lucky day...i woke up earlier today,so i had much time to prepare before schooling :)..I am a girl..so many things to do..before go out..haha...and i arrived earlier also..uh...no one there...so lonely...juz sit and listen to my Cd player...i juz burned some new songs this morning...And suddenly during the class,i got sms....i saw it...and its from Saturn,the shop where i bought my Ipod..Hua...im so happy...Finally...i get my Ipod again...after School..i went to that shop with my friend..had to bit Q..then i asked the man...that i want to pick my Ipod up..Haha...then i had to wait...After that...he said...this is new...we change ur Ipod...because ur ipod before cant be repaired again..Wa...new?Really?hauhaua...i was so happy..now i get a new ipod...which is very clean..not like mine before..haha..
Its good laar...i have lucky...From now on..i promise to myself to take care good of it..i wont let it fall down again >_<
4:49 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Late At Night
It's always useless to think of someone that never give a respect to you or of someone that never try to understand what you feel inside...Very useless things...So try to forget it slowly..coz how hard u think about it,then it will be more useless...haha...Coz..whatever u feel,they wont care a bit about u..huh..Yes...this is life..sometimes..something that we hate often happened to us...can't do anything..so juz calm down...think about the advantages from it..what?Nothing..juz enjoy your life..Life is beautiful..But if it's not..Make it so...That what Easter said..Haha..maybe she rite..what for think too much,if they never think bout you..USELESS...THINK..think..think...!!!!Dont waste your life with doing something stupid..Try to accept anything that already happened..coz anyway we cant change it..Yes..i think too much..I have to change..i have to be stronger..Coz actually i dont have anything to be afraid of..we earn from what we did in our life..Life is fair,isn't it?
8:37 AM
Hiehiehie...Friday oh friday...i love Friday..Why?Coz tomorrow is Saturday..and Saturday no school...haha...can sleep late and wake up late tomorrow...and many good program in TV...and today is very nice day..my day in the school not so boring..we played a game with 4 person in a group...and it was fun..but poor my teacher..i think these days is so hard for her...coz her mother in law is died and her bestfriend too...i saw her this morning...she tell us the story with tears kept falling down from her eyes :( ..Today we went home earlier...it was good for us..hehe...after that went to Electronic shop with Yimin..she looking for notebook...so she ask me to accompany her..hehe..no problem lah..i had so much time today...arrived home..my mom cooked something delicious for me...its from a pork..but dont know the name...so spicy ^_^..My brother had a football tournament today..my mom asked me to come with them...but i was too tired...so i prefer to stay at home..sleeping..^-^ i have some photos from my brother today...he is so cute,...here we go
He is very proud of himself...can embark on this tournament...BTW i always wish him all the best...and i hope his dream to be a football player come true ^_^
